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Commitment to Love
There’s a part of me that can’t resist the feeling of being loved. Something within me is so scared of being left and forgotten that it will jump at any chance to receive affection. Recently, I learned about the symbiotic relationship between honesty and love. It is far too easy to fool myself into thinking…
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Forever in Heaven
Do you plan to stay trapped in there forever? Do you want to die sitting there? Then why do you groan? Why then do you not stand? Sitting forever is hellStanding forever is hell Where is heaven?
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I Remember
Long have I yearned to be there for someone, to have someone be there for me. I would have given anything to feel love, so , I gave away pieces of my heart… my very being. As long as I could feel that love, I was willing to sacrifice anything, DignityEmpathy AttentionTruthHealth But now I…
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Remembering Compassion
At some point in the last couple of years, I forgot why I started writing. I lost what made writing special for me. I forgot what it was like to be honest about the pain of living. I forgot how beautiful it is to help create feelings. I forgot about the self awareness that it…
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Progress With Anger
At least now I can control my anger.No more hand bandages neededI still seethe and leak from the pressurebut exploding is overrated I can hold that emotion, maybe that means my capacity has increased. Maybe that’s the progress that I need to see and keep in mind. That I am growing. However slow it may…
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This Present Moment
Enthrall me in your infinity Give me an awareness of all of you; guide me to your moment My delusions are breaking down and I am finding peace May I never leave you or think that I can live without you. I satisfied in your presence, existence. There is no where else to be. Bless…
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Deliverance
I crave being released Not just the unchaining of the will, but the freedom to be The freedom to change your shape like water To be have your awareness in the present and know of it alone liberated from the weight of mistakes and preconceptions To exist in true reality, unbound by thought, to be…
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Dry Land
I had been lost for sometime. Drifting aimlessly through a life that I despised. Confined by the vastness of the saltwater around– anxiety lurking like sharks. The shame of existing was suffocating. I was drowning in mistakes and self rejection with no relief in sight. The only land I had to rest on were fleeting…
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Living in Nature
Nature is a symphony of sensuous connectivity Can you feel its song? In the wind, you can hear the trees play You can see them sway as they wave their leaves through beams of light. Breaking the stream of shine that warms your skin. What will you add to the symphony?