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An Open Drain
Sometimes it feels like my heart is infinity. I can feel the energy pass through me; like a hot piece of tungsten, suspended in a vacuum. As elusive as an idea and as grand as the sun itself. After a time, this light grows dim. Many times, I feel my heart gaping. barely available, barely…
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Grand Design
Save me from this suffering. Let blood fill my stomach to be purified from this curse. My tongue, ripped outAll reason, lost To have my mind torn asunder and my words loosen freely, to and from the wind… like osmosis. Waves brushing to shore; never staying and always leaving.Never departing, but always coming to a…
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Pain-full Hearts Ajar
Ajar hearts “opening” doors to the world. Witnessing wonders with worry. constantly hurrying– scurrying to the next moment. A spaceship aloof- windows open. Hissing out the little air left in our lungs. Gasping and spiting to the people in front of us, begging for the Heimlich. Begging for release. There’s an emptiness inside The pain…
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Son of the Grand
I am someone who sows Knitting so purposely to see if I can grow Simply pressing my emotions in to the fertile substance of the earth– my focus breaking to enjoy the sun, the warmth radiating across my skin. This is the blessed awareness of all, of within, and of Zen. It moves me to…
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You and I
We are responsive to the voices in our head We are responsible for the voices in our head I am responsible for the voice in my head
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Breathing Infinity
A deep breath…In……Out In that moment we feel the world for what it is. We create a one to one with the universe– returning ourselves if but for a moment to the oneness and the wholeness Out of that moment comes all understanding– for understanding is meaning and meaning is feeling and feelings are interactions.…
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The Ones Who Strum
Set aflame my still and stagnant sea. Reinvigorate my passion for Love, Beauty, and Pain. My musics Where are my inspirations? Where did my soul go? Where did my essence escape to? How else can I create? What can I can I use for a brush, if not my soul?What can I use for paint,…
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The Future Dream
The main difference between my dreams and my future is knowing how to get there And Actually believing it
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The Merge With a Snap Back
When the gap between where I am and where my head takes me closes I am over come with sadness The reconciliation of the two realities I feel so heavy. A happy and stressful time with the family I love juxtaposed with the shame, self hatred, and pity I feel towards myself because of failures.…