Pain-full Hearts Ajar

Ajar hearts

“opening” doors to the world. Witnessing wonders with worry. constantly hurrying– scurrying to the next moment.

A spaceship aloof- windows open. Hissing out the little air left in our lungs. Gasping and spiting to the people in front of us, begging for the Heimlich. Begging for release.

There’s an emptiness inside

The pain is immense and when we cannot contain it, we will force others to deal with the meltdowns, the nauseous gas, the explosions–everything interacts. Nothing is left to chance, so we prevent it. We hold on to that pain, struggle, resentment, in our bodies and mind. Choking on what we’ve eaten, when we’ve never even ordered.

It is impossible not to have an impact on the world. It is impossible not to be impacted by the world. By existing we are a part of the whole. We are a part of an ecosystem. Our self-loathing and perception of our worth, does not disappear inside of us.

How does this affect our Hearts?
How does this affect our Mind?
How does this affect our Soul?

Our Love, Knowledge, and Desire.
Our Experience, Perception, Understanding.
Our Being?

Heal your soul, being, and perception of self. that is to say, what it means to be. Not just in your own life… but across time, space, and awareness. Outside of yourself to the people around you.

Affection begins with our perception, and if so, for other humans, what makes us think we are different to ourselves?

Heal the wounds given to you. The manipulation whispered in your ear and the lies screamed into your face.

Express yourself– in spite of the lies from others. Not to say “In” “Spite” “of” (to live within hate) but rather “in spite of” (To Live Without the Hate Given to us). We can only exist in a state of action, lest we fall to the way side of false perceptions.

We will repeat a lie that is stained on our heart until we stop re-acting to it and start acting in spite of it.

Art is the scab that allows for emotional, cognitive, and bodily healing.

If you have one action to respond to the lie of the world, which action would you take?

The rejection of the lie or the acceptance of the truth?



I choose the truth.

My Truth

-Michal Angelo

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: