The Merge With a Snap Back

When the gap between where I am and where my head takes me closes

I am over come with sadness

The reconciliation of the two realities I feel so heavy. A happy and stressful time with the family I love juxtaposed with the shame, self hatred, and pity I feel towards myself because of failures.

I usually do not have to leave the dinner table to resolve bouts of anxiety. apathy, and depression. But today I did

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