It is hard to find the right grasp on life.
It is hard to find a semblance of certainty.
It is had to know where you are.
No one can tell you the right answer. People can help. People dissuaded. The flows of their ideas are not enough to hold to. They are all too abstract. Life is too abstract.
I don’t know how much more I can take of the life I am living. It seems I’ve stuffed myself full of responsibilities. I cannot do this. Maybe a better man could, but the life that I want is not attainable with how I am living now. I do not really know how to keep going.
My path is somewhat clear, but I am tired.
I am so tired
Maybe this is me trying to justify a break, but Why should a break need to be justified in the first place?