I have been so foolish and broken
I have placed so much of myself in things and people that don’t deserve my love and affection. Not because of something wrong in them, but instead because of the simple fact that they haven’t earned that from me.
They haven’t earned the time, space, or emotional baggage that I put on myself thinking about them.
They haven’t earned my body or my love.
I have been going through the exact same shit over and over again. I have been putting myself through an endless cycle of forcing myself to love people. Not because they’re worth my time and effort, but because I wanted somewhere to put all of my love and affection.
Somehow I need to work this out of myself. I don’t even know how it happened, but something needs to be done. I need to realign my values