I feel heavy

1. Like someone is on top of me restricting my body
2. Like someone is holding my brain back

1. I don’t know what to do
2. I don’t know what to say

1. I don’t know if I can explain what I am feeling
2. It just feels like emptiness

1. It feels like lead is in my bones
1. Like I have to carry the weight of a building with me everywhere I go

1. I cannot escape this feeling
2. This pain never leaves

1. The aching
2. The fatigue

I feel heavy.