I can’t think of any other way. I have to fade from you. I thought I could be close to you and not be with you, but I don’t think I can. I am sorry that I am not strong enough to help you. I know you value me, but I am selfish. I can’t feel like this. There are too many reasons why we can’t be together. The only reason for us being together would be me. I have the feelings, not you. And that is fine, but I have to leave, but it feels wrong. You’ve confided in me and built into me. I can’t just leave you, but am I to feel this pain when ever I am around you? Am I to remember that you’ve given someone else your heart. I’m sorry I caught feelings. I know you needed a friend, but I can’t be what you need, at least not when I’m love sick.

I want to explain why you won’t see me. I want to tell you all, and more, of what I am writing, but I know that would only be selfish and it would benefit you in no way. I know what I am going to do.

leaving you alone is the best. someone else can be a close confidant. Some else can be there for you. not me though. I want to get over you fast, but when it comes to people, I don’t normally get my way.