I tried to convince one of my friends the life is worth living and that they shouldn’t ended their life. She is still here. Her smile is still here, but how? How did she have the strength to do it? She had the ability to end the pain to let go, but how? Maybe she has more pain than me. Maybe she has more will power. I am too weak. Death is too unknown. I do not have the strength to end my life, but if I did I would not be writing this.