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I Remember

Long have I yearned to be there for someone, to have someone be there for me. I would have given anything to feel love, so , I gave away pieces of my heart… my very being. As long as I could feel that love, I was willing to sacrifice anything, DignityEmpathy AttentionTruthHealth But now I…

Remembering Compassion

At some point in the last couple of years, I forgot why I started writing. I lost what made writing special for me. I forgot what it was like to be honest about the pain of living. I forgot how beautiful it is to help create feelings. I forgot about the self awareness that it…

Progress With Anger

At least now I can control my anger.No more hand bandages neededI still seethe and leak from the pressurebut exploding is overrated I can hold that emotion, maybe that means my capacity has increased. Maybe that’s the progress that I need to see and keep in mind. That I am growing. However slow it may…

This Present Moment

Enthrall me in your infinity Give me an awareness of all of you; guide me to your moment My delusions are breaking down and I am finding peace May I never leave you or think that I can live without you. I satisfied in your presence, existence. There is no where else to be. Bless…

Deliverance

I crave being released Not just the unchaining of the will, but the freedom to be The freedom to change your shape like water To be have your awareness in the present and know of it alone liberated from the weight of mistakes and preconceptions To exist in true reality, unbound by thought, to be…

Dry Land

I had been lost for sometime. Drifting aimlessly through a life that I despised. Confined by the vastness of the saltwater around– anxiety lurking like sharks. The shame of existing was suffocating. I was drowning in mistakes and self rejection with no relief in sight. The only land I had to rest on were fleeting…

Living in Nature

Nature is a symphony of sensuous connectivity Can you feel its song? In the wind, you can hear the trees play You can see them sway as they wave their leaves through beams of light. Breaking the stream of shine that warms your skin. What will you add to the symphony?

A Day in Nature’s Song

When you are in nature, there is an overwhelming experience. Fragrances, melodies, textures, and sights to behold A symphony of sensuous experiences You can feel it through the wind, as it shakes the trees Compelling the eyes to shift between the shimmering leaves as they glide across the light beams The dancing leaves, creating a…

Ignorance

Ignorance has the sound of lullabiesbut it is a war drum in disguise Beat by beatIts music seduces our feet Like voiceless dancers we follow the percussionsStep by step manifesting its repercussions The dancing droves drown out the sound Presenting existence as some pristine scene,But the pound of the stomps are deafening… The drum drowns…

Being Human: Choosing Reality

Did you know that you are here to experience life?Do you know what that means?Do you know how to experience life? I do not think we understand– I don’t understand. I feel cut off from the wonder and amazement at the world; the understanding and feeling I had as a child. The one that I…

Drowning Doubts

It’s like a stutter. That feeling of self-doubt; One of the forces behind depression that can destroy your present. That dry and neglected grass that a spark of self loathing can burn ablaze. I doused it today. I held it and let my awareness cry with it. It drowned. My tears were like rushing rivers,…

The Soul’s Scenery

Shine a light inside and what will you find? An ever expanding darkness, infinitely wide The shine reveals nothing; just an empty soul, but if light can’t touch light, then how would we know?

Begin With Hope

Take today and make it yours! What do you want to do? Hold it inside of your mind. Feel the emotions around it. Are they positive? Are they uncomfortable? How can we complete something without positive anticipation of the result? We must aim at the future to bring it to ourselves with hope in our…

The Force

It feels like a digging. You can feel the ground turn over as it moves to make way for the roots. There’s a oneness to it. There is an ache for the balance it brings me. The wholeness. Emotions in me that I once thought lost, have graced themselves in my heart and I am…

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